My Journey Down a Rabbit Hole

  So, it’s not that I forgot this blog was here, it’s that my world came crumbling down around me right after my "last post".  It looks like my last post here was in May 2018. It was just after that point when my wife decided that she could no longer be married to someone who “couldn’t take her thru the temple” or whatever that all is. So in June, we separated and started the paperwork. By September 2018, we were divorced. In what seemed to be my nightmare, I moved back in with my parents. This turned my work commute into about 45 minutes one way (if traffic was good), as well as limited me to seeing my kids only on the weekends that I didn’t work. That was the part that hurt the most. Not going to lie. There were times I wished I had never stuck my head down this rabbit hole. With at least 90% of the reason for that being that I missed my kids. Life fucking sucked. At about 6 months of being divorced, my ex-wife found herself a “good mormon boy” and was remarried. This...